Ramblings on Thursdays again

Mood

I don't know what to do....

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What happens when you already tell a guy that you will marry him and out of the blue your long lost love came back and proposed to you. Money is not the issue and both have equal attractiveness. If given a choice I would have wanted both. BUT THE SITUATION IS I CAN ONLY CHOOSE 1. Which one do I choose or I should just forget the whole thing and stay single.

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Alright people don't be alarmed. NO, I didn't secretly got engaged or anything. It's an analogy, a prelude to set the correct mood for the following TRUE STORY. Suppose to go Japan with Hommies and all. Out of the blue, bloody MAS got offer, ticket to Europe dirt cheap. Cousin Rain ring up, asked to join her to Europe. The thing is, I like Europe, I like Japan. Both cost the same. Raised the issue to Hommies and they basically let me choose. No Force. Life is short, do what you want. Cousin Rain said ditch them and join her. Nite said, "One day my guilty conscious will kill me'. I think it's already killing me softly. After much pondering I asked both parties to give me 3 days to make up my mind. Tomorrow is Day 3. I basically have made my choice and it's gonna make someone unhappy or eventually I might just decided to opt out of everything and rot at home.

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Back to work, Boss just handed another 2 assignments. Already foreseeing overlapping of work as the Document that is suppose to close this week is not closing after all due to some moronic Head Of Department unintentionally sabotaging my work together with another moron. Talk about idiots of the world unite. *shake head

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Already got my violin picture ready for blogging. Still missing a score though. Going to do it this weekend. SPEAKING OF THAT, this Saturday is the Adidas Sundown Marathon a.k.a my first marathon ever. Hope it won't be my last though. Already redeemed my race pack which unfortunately didn't contain a pair of wheels.. ha ha ha.. *Ahem... joke aside, despite getting the largest available girl size, the jersey still wrap around my tummy like those dumplings many will be eating tonight. With my skin colour, I look like a 'bak zhang' in the Adidas Sundown and they said they will be taking shots of you. Just great~~~

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Anyway, Happy Dumpling festival to you all out there although if you read the history there is nothing to be happy about on this day actually. And don't get me started on my Bodek 'Didi' who mix the story up with the moon cake festival story....